As common once said, real hair and real eyes get real guys so before you make up your face you better make up your mind
My mind is always wondering
Pondering about what could be
What should be
But I’m always lost in translation
Hoping my feelings become real and show themselves manifestation
Lost in the universe moving in circles like the space station
Is she the right one
The kind one, the fine one, the one I want to adore and die for
Take a bullet get my wings and fly for
Or is to late did I take a dive for
A girl that don’t feel the same
Put all my feelings in her hand but they were a target she put the gun and aimed for
I stay up late nights wondering if what I did’s right
Did I say the right things put your name in up light things
Did I not get the right ring
I’ve never once made up my mind
Was I just a puppet played by wrong strings
Did I cling and not work hard to get the right fling?
I guess I’ll never know because it seems to late
I guess everything I did wrong must’ve been fate
I guess its because I got too much weight
Every girl I seem to love is always out of my league
I never had the guts the looks or the intrigue
Or maybe I’m overthinking
Stayed up light nights drinking
Compensating for what I lack in my gut
Maybe I just need a girl that acts like a slut
But who I am kidding
Fruit of the loom the loves forbidding
Tryin to find a girl that’ll let me fit in
Not in her pants but in her heart
That’ll miss me when we’re apart
And kiss me when I depart
But its too much to ask for
I’m sure the girl for me is out there waiting
But in the mean time I’m stuck in my room with my mind creating
I guess my love is just lost in the translating
And I’ll keep to myself the person I’m always hating
Quick Verse
If you knew how beautiful you are
The shine in your eyes from afar
The smile that shines like the sun
I want you to stay and never have to run
Your laugh Your Mind Your Heart Your Time
I Wish it could be mine
But I doubt it’s the same when you look at me
Probably just another friend to be
But if I got the chance the opportunity wouldn’t pass
And I’d treat you like a godess while keeping me so modest
But I’m lost my mind is confused
I want you to never have to choose
So maybe reconsider all the thoughts you had
Think about all the times we could have
Halve the heart make a start let me treat you right
We could ride off into the light
FUCK YES! No words can describe the amount of joy I have right now. This is gonna be a good day, that shit will be on repeat all day.
Tried a new style/rhyme-scheme/word-play with this verse. Somewhere along the Andre 3000 Kendrick Lamar style flow and I kinda dig it.
I’m recording my recollections before my brain can wreck em I’m wrecking everybody in this game in search for the fame I’m walking the line between happiness and shame pointing the gun at the only person to blame we are the same roaring like a lion I cant be tamed now where do I aim. Pointing the barrel at my face staring up into space I think about my life and reminisce of the days before I knew I was great no time to waste can’t seem to pull the trigger what did I figure who else’s thoughts did I consider constricting my thoughts like a boa constrictor the rules are getting much stricter I can’t seem to break away there ain’t no spoils for victors so I will end it on a low because I don’t know the highs you can’t get heaven if your just telling the lies I am who I despise.
The gang banging and the violence is the sweetest song
In a room with the heart of a violin
Don’t violate my patience, I’m waiting
To kill a man as I stare at the celiing fan
As a fan of these wicked streets
If I gotta eat, I steal like a metal peice
Screaming now, f-ck the police
I’m dealing my cards with jokers on ‘em
You can disown him or stone him
I’m throwin’ them rocks back with a flurry of bullets
You couldn’t live your life for the moment
When I’m foaming at the mouth I’m as sharp as the teeth showing
I’m in the back of a black Buick, finna black out like February
Ay, thats how blacks do it right?
I cut off my ears before I hear your advice and vice versa
I’m screaming for help as loud as I can but thats not working
I’m working them corners like Blueprints
Then cut a L on my first offence
The judge threw the book at me than said this…
Nike’s Chicago Bears Mock Uniforms
Actually not a real mockup, considering I designed that a few months ago haha. The joys of photoshop.
It really helps me express what I’m feeling and it lifts so much weight off my shoulders. I just wrote this. I definitely feel this has some of my most meaningful lines.
Have you ever had the feeling in the bottom of your gut
Just wanna yell out fuck the world until the sun comes up
The feeling that eats away at your thoughts
Consuming everything in your mind it goes dark
Blackness in a world full of vibrant colors
Can’t find the path to any of the 8 wonders
I plundered, As the pain seers deep
Leaving a mark on my soul I can’t take the heat
Take out all my pain and just leave the coldness
A black hole in my chest without a heart no fullness
I’m incomplete
A work in progress that can’t be completed by an artist
I’ve lost it my hands into the goneness
Ponder this
Rip out my being and leave my body souless
The hottest summer turned me the coldest
I need someone to bring me back to wholeness
Like Nas it ain’t hard to tell
High self esteem but it quickly fell
The temperature went from warm to hell
Until it freezes over and I ring the bell
Well I guess I gave it my all
But like romo in OT I dropped the ball
I tried to pick up the pieces that hit the ground
Only to find the pieces were to hard to be found
And in the blink of an eye the bleakness came back as clouds cluttered the sky
Blue skies to black
I can’t take what I did back
And if were shooting the truth I can take the flack
But I’d rather make up for what I did
Give you new feelings from what I said
My mind is blue but my heart still beats red
I’d rather take a shot then have you end up dead
But I guess these deep feelings are better left unsaid
